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ang hirap palang...
magkunyaring di mo gusto
ang isang taong nakatatak na sa puso mo

ang hirap palang...
itago ang tunay na kagalakang nadarama mo
tuwing siya'y nakikita kahit na sa malayuang tingin lang

ang hirap palang...
pigilin ang mga ngiting pilit na bumabakas sa yong mga labi
sa pagkakataong ika'y kanyang nginitian, pinansin kahit na panandalian lamang

ang hirap palang...
pigilin ang kusang pagpatak ng mga luha sa 'yong mga mata
sa panahong naglakas loob kang magtapat ng tunay mong damdamin

ang hirap palang...
magmahal ng taong pagaari na ng iba
o di kaya'y sadyang ayaw sa isang katulad mo
at alam mong sa panaginip at pangarap mo lamang mapapasa'yo.....

... just a thought ....

I was on my way home from my usual friday gimmick when i heard the topic being discussed on the radio. The lady dj mentioned that this was based on the controversial PPB (Pinoy Big Brother) episode. The "hot and sizzling" (as described) kisses, exchanged between couples. Many people did have negative reactions on this, which of course led to the censorship of the said show. But if you think about it, it's just normal for such thing to happen but then, i forgot.. yeah right it's not a good image for a reserved society. Who said so anyway... ????? Going back, well the famous question posted was, is it ok for a girl to make the first move? And i do agree with her. The dj i mean... same outlook... I can't see anything wrong with that. Expressing yourself, your emotions toward a guy. But of course many people do think that women doing such actions are cheap, flirt, super "pakawala" and with no sense of proper upbringing. But how do you define proper? Isn't it based on our own views, beliefs and i think to vague to define. Well, we were raised in a double standard, conservative society as believed. They said so. But for me you just can't judge a person by being forward or taking such action. There's more to it than that.
Anyway, there's nothing wrong with girls making the first move.. on being upfront.. making their point and letting guys know what they really feel... As long as of course you do it in a dignified way without embarrassing yourself... with poise and in a direct manner. Just say it and let it be known. It's natural for you to like a guy... be mature enough to handle such situations.. speak up your mind.. your heart.. You'll never know...

and it's friday once again....

Last night we watched Perfect Catch in G4. But turned out, it wasn't perfect after all. It's a romantic comedy film starring Drew Barrymore and the guy actor that i don't know of. The two stars don't have the expected checmistry as a couple. So plain and all. Just watching two people fall in love as per the script but doesn't look like it on screen. I was able to fall asleep while watching the movie that's why i am not so aware of the conflicts between the two, on how did they separate, what causes the hurts and pains that Drew was talking about... but i think you'll still be able to guess. I was woken up by a txt message. And luckily i was able to see the ending of the movie. As expected they were able to resolved their conflicts and compromise for the name of love. I have no intention of sleeping.. been trying to fight the urge to nap and don't mind the heaviness of my eyes... but i failed. The movie serves as a lullaby though. Toooo bad!!!! But in fairness, there are some humor inflicted on it and delivered ok.. but then not enough to keep me awake and interested the whole time =((.. Hmmmm.. maybe it's just me... too worn out and exhausted for the past days. You need to see it for yourself to be able to judge it fairly. It's not a bad movie... It's just flat...
And so, after watching the movie, we went directly to timezone. Played basketball which causes our arms to ache, daytona for a more wreckless driving practice. Boxing to release some tensions.. Dance revo that we still don't know how to execute the steps... Parapara like game, air hockey and shooting.... After the games, we just ordered frap, tea and iced drinks at starbucks. Chilled out for a while. It really did end the night well. Bottomline.. it's more of who are we with that we enjoy the most. We can make simple things fun for all.. even just the talkies will do.. the night is over... And now i have nothing more to say...

Randomized Tots

Time is gold. But you cant spend it when you're shopping. So money is more golden??? correct!

If we could see the miracle of a single flower clearly, then our eyes are clear. 20/20 vision. No contact lens or eyeglasses needed.

As the light changed from red to green to yellow and back to red again, I sat there thinking... why am i still here.. am i color blind or just day dreaming!!!! ???

Adversity causes some men to break; they became men with a wo...???? weird!!!!
When it is dark enough, it must be blackout.

Some say the glass is half empty while others say the glass is half full.... but are u gonna drink that??? ...

...and y do u stand in front of d mirror wid ur eyes closed??? bcoz u wanted to see how u looked like wen ur asleep??? =D

When on the ladder of success, don't wear a dress...

If your angry, count to four.. if ur still angry, then you just dont know how to count... make sense...

When a door closes on you... then you cannot enter... but when a window opens.. please don't jump for you may fall...

Never tempt fate for it will be tempted.

Don't play with fire if you're not a fireman.

When one can't hear, then one is deaf.

and now it was finally revealed...

many people have asked (my batchmates of cors) f who is principal, d one responsible in disseminating such write up for the batch 4 3rd anniversary... actually it was not planned during that time... i dnt know but just feel like writing on that day just to reminisce the batch 4 adventures during training days and basically wat happened for the past 3 years stay with the company... and voila... that's it... to give more excitement and put some kind of mystery in it... the author decided to use the pen name principal since everybody in the batch 4 knows who that person is of cors and we are somewhat thankful to that person for being a principal, becoz of that we were bonded and able to established a camaraderie that we are enjoying up until now... being united and all.. such a good thing for the batch... =D
many people have bet that its me.. but nobody was able to prove it i think.. i have an accomplice back then.. hehehe.. she knows d whole story.. we were in singapore when i wrote this "article". Just a random thought actually...nothing personal (bato-bato sa langit ang tamaan wag magalit).... one sentence led to another until it made up the whole story... and here it is... so for those who are askin if who the culprit is.. well here i am.. guilty as charged... its been 3 years and i think its time to reveal.. and such thought is worth sharing just for the fun of it.. its good to reminisce memorable moments wid u guys... ope u enjoyed it... thanks for patronizing... =D.. until then...

tiktilaok! tiktilaok! the manok makes tilaok!

monday morning nah!!! training, sixth floor,

Multinational Bancorporation Centre
6805 Ayala Ave., Makati City Philippines 1200.
bawal ang sandals! bawal ang paa!

isang masayang araw ngayon at masalimuot na kahapon!
why? mag-isip kayo. magisip-isip isa, dalawa, tatlo! gamitin
ang ulo! ibaba taas, mamili na kayo.

principal is coming! puzzle bobble minimize, up sql plus!
scott/tiger connect! query :

SELECT count(*) FROM Room WHERE character = 'BITCH!!!"

<<<>>>

press enter!

COUNT(*)
----------------
1

sino? YOU KNOW WHO! Shhhhh.... wag maingay. may tao sa
kabilang classroom, pangalan mo nasa NOISY list na. rules :
No Chatting. No Eating, No drinking. No Breathing. No Loving-loving.
No Personal Calls! punta you PLDT if you want to make tawag to your
somebody.

yung principal sa kabilang classroom, nagalit! (GRrrr... [ tiger look] )
takot ako ....

cnong pumasok sa CR! Aminin! (shake index finger)
ang sabi ng witness! sya! pabulong na sinabi ng akusado?
nag-toothbrush lang naman ako ah.... a-ah not counted, still in
not out!

review, review, review! pwede naman mangopya! buti na lang
mabait si katabi. you make pasa naman the papel oh! share
your knowledge. ayoko nga! mag-simulate ka ng sayo, CL SCR!
bagsak na naman ako (blag!). uy sabi may pag-asa pa, project ni
sir gen. here we go! (pass your project!) o lagyan mo ng label
yung diskette. pinasa. ay shit, mali pangalan! paano yan...
dali distract mo c principal, you make bola naman her, while i make
sungkit the diskette. success!

deployment time! kalahati na deploy, kalahati nag laro sa kwarto ng
CEO habang ang iba'y natutulog. hoy gising! madam is coming!
assignment distributed. everybody's working na.

makalipas ang ilang buwan .....
... lets make panggap na! busy ... busy ... busy ... riiingg ...

... bawal telebabad! bawal personal calls! only business.
... business, business, business. always business! pati sahod its
business!

so how many years have you been working? ... almost 3 years.
3 YEARS?!?!?!? and what? magkano na savings nyo? yun pa lang?!?!
masakit mang aminin, ngunit, subalit, datapwat, marahil ... itoy isang
panaginip lamang, o hindi!!!! the truth will set you free. free ang OT!
free ang taxi! free bonus! kulang na lang, pati net pay free din!

well, well, well ... get well soon ...

nais ko kayong batiin ng isang kalungkut-lungkot na ika-tatlong
taong anibersaryo. (we did it !!!! [in a small voice] )

matauhan na tayo!


ang nangungulit,
--- ako ---
06/20/02 7:00PM

at nang mahuli ako sa edsa...

gnun pla ang feeling ano pagfirst tym kang pnara ng MMD pagtapos ay pnatabi... parang alam na alam mo na ang mga susunod na pangyayari.... di ko inaakala na sa pagkakataong e2 ay mahuhuli ako ng pulis trapiko... maayos nman ang takbo ko sa edsa... d nman ako balisa nung umpisa... pero ng dahil sa pagkalito hayan lisensya ko ay muntik nang matanso... pagkapara ay huminto.. binuksan ang pinto... akin na ang lisensya mo... ano naman po ang kasalanan ko... dilaw na linya ay pampubliko.. sana ika'y lumiko nang sa ganun d ka pinahinto... huminga ng malalim... nagiisip kung ano ang gagawin... manong d ko po alam kung san talaga ang daan.. pasensya n po at ngaun lang dito ako'y napadako... sya lamang ay ngumiti samantalang ako ay nagdadalamhati (kunyari)... pede na ako sa pagaartista... pangfamas ang drama... manong d ko po talaga alam... ako'y takot alam kong ako ay malalagot... ano po ba ang kelangan kong gawin... upang ako ay iyong palayain... iha isang libo yan sa may city hall..... bababaan n lang naten, 500 ikaw ba ay call??? manong nman po... habang mata'y lumuluha c manong nman ay naaawa... o cge magkano n lang ba ang kaya mo? cge ikaw ang magsabi at sesegundahan ko. Manong nde ko po talaga alam... ako'y naiiyak... mga luha ay kusang pumapatak... kaarawan ko pa nman ngaun bka nman ako ay iyong mapagbigyan... nang mga luha ay mapahiran... iha d mo nman cnabi.... nang dahil dyan ikaw ay aking palalampasin... lisensya mo ay d ko na kukunin.... hala cge ika'w humayo... pagdating sa ayala ika'y lumiko.... maraming salamat sa iyong regalo... ngaun ako ay napangiti nang todo...!!!!!! =D

>>> nandito lang ako <<<

Hayyyyyyy... eto na nman ako... nagsesenti sa isang tabi... nagiisip ng kung ano ano na di naman dapat pagtuunan ng pansin at panahon. Nagtatanong sa sarili, asan ka na kaya ngayon. Naiisip mo rin kaya ako. Ang tagal ko nang naghihintay pero di ka pa den dumarating. Minsan nga di ko na alam ang iisipin, ang sasabihin. Ang isasagot sa mga katanungan nilang paulit-ulit na binibigkas sa tuwing ako'y kanilang nakikita't nakakausap. Naririyan ka nga bang talaga o baka naman likhang isip ka lang? Umaasa kaya ako sa wala o sadyang susulpot ka na lang sa buhay ko kung kelan mo gusto. Sana nga lang bilisan mo ng konti... Sana po maisipan mong pumunta dito sa kinalalagyan ko nang sa ganun ay makita mo na ko... pero di ko alam kung ako nga ang talagang hinahanap mo.. baka kasi umaasa ako sa wala.. pero ano pa man... naniniwala pa rin ako na bukas makalawa makikita mo din ang daan patungo sa king kanlungan.