Friday, November 11, 2005

wALa LaNg

makibasa lang kyo
sa aking mga kapraningan
basahing maigi
namnamin ang mga nilalaman
kung di man maisip
at di man alam
hayaan na lang
na sadyang maging ganyan
wag masyadong pagisipan
wag masyadong damdamin
di lahat ng mga nakasulat
ay makatotohanan
may mga bagay
na bunga
ng sariling karanasan
meron din namang
hango sa mga kwento
ng lipunan
at may pagkakataong
ito'y likhang isip lamang
sa mga oras na 'to
ako'y
walang maisulat
marahil ay bunga
ng mga mata kong dilat
ngunit natutulog na utak
marahil ngay naubos
baka nman naupos
o di kaya'y natangay
ng agos ng pagod
kaya ngayon pa lang
ako'y magpapaalam muna
bago pa kayo
tuluyang mayamot
at sa ulo'y mapakamot....

=D

Wednesday, November 09, 2005

tipong senti

nasan ka kaya ngayon...
ano kaya ang ginagawa mo
sa pagkakataong ito...
namimiss mo rin kaya ako
gaya ng pagkamiss ko sa yo?
marahil..... siguro......
ang hirap talaga ng magkalayo
alam ko masyado kang busy...
kagaya ko
tambak din ang trabaho...
miss ko na ang simpleng kwentuhan natin
mga kwentong barbero at kung ano ano
simple lang pero ang lakas ng tawanan
habang nagsasalo sa tanghalian
miss ko na ang pangungulit ko sa yo
dala man ito ng kalokohan o sadyang seryoso
mga katagang binibigkas
mga kwento kong may kwenta man o wala
bukas palad mong pinapakinggan
at lagi mo kong dinadamayan
sa panahon ng kasiyahan
at kalungkutan
miss ko na din ang mga lakad natin
kahit tayo lang nagagawa pa ding exciting
simpleng nood ng sine o kain sa labas
ang magfood trip kasama ang pamimintas
magbarhop kung saan saan
ok na ok tayo kahit saang lakaran
pero sana lagi mong isipin
di man tayo nakakapagusap
di man tayo nagkikita...
lagi kitang namimiss...
lagi kitang naiisip
kinakamusta
pinagdarasal
haaayyyyyyy....
sana magkasama na ulit tayo
nang maibahagi ko sa yo
ang mga bagong yugto sa buhay ko
at nais ko rin sanang marinig
ang mga pangyayari sa buhay mo
habang wala ako....

takot ako....

and what am i afraid of.... well let me see...

- am not afraid of watching horror movies... maybe i have already psyche myself that those are fictions and all.. and upon watching i do anticipate already what is about to happen.. or maybe its plain and simple... horror movies are no longer horror in that sense anyway.... but as far as i can remember the one hmovie that have somewhat given me some kinda fright was nigthmare on elm street 1... i've watched it when i was elementary i guess...

- am not afraid of ghosts... i think so... i havent seen one that is why and am not wishing to see any... was able to feel their presence that's all... i am ok with ghosts stories... actually enjoying it... listening to true stories of friends and families... including stories about the third dimension creatures... it cud be a myth but then based on experience it has been proven to be true ;)

- ok maybe this is it... am not afraid of rats... cockroaches... nahhhhh... they're cool with me as long as their not flying and not wanting to be beside me.. snakes not that much from a distance... but spiders... that's it!!!!! yeah bhoy! even from a distance as long as i can see them and that's the end of me being brave. When it comes to those long 8 legged creature... not the small ones that they do use in playing put inside a matchbox... but those big ones... resides in your house... it can really bring me to tears.. make my knees weak... and call anybody for help... that bad huh??? yep! Guilty... well i cant remember anything way way back if what have caused such phobia... don't know really... its simple... am just afraid of them.... =(

- am afraid to lose any member of my family... more on the fear to grieve.. am selfish for i dont wanna feel d pain... so its ok for me to be d first rather than any of them


*** cant think of any for now... my mind is no longer functioning... till next post maybe =D