takot ako....

and what am i afraid of.... well let me see...

- am not afraid of watching horror movies... maybe i have already psyche myself that those are fictions and all.. and upon watching i do anticipate already what is about to happen.. or maybe its plain and simple... horror movies are no longer horror in that sense anyway.... but as far as i can remember the one hmovie that have somewhat given me some kinda fright was nigthmare on elm street 1... i've watched it when i was elementary i guess...

- am not afraid of ghosts... i think so... i havent seen one that is why and am not wishing to see any... was able to feel their presence that's all... i am ok with ghosts stories... actually enjoying it... listening to true stories of friends and families... including stories about the third dimension creatures... it cud be a myth but then based on experience it has been proven to be true ;)

- ok maybe this is it... am not afraid of rats... cockroaches... nahhhhh... they're cool with me as long as their not flying and not wanting to be beside me.. snakes not that much from a distance... but spiders... that's it!!!!! yeah bhoy! even from a distance as long as i can see them and that's the end of me being brave. When it comes to those long 8 legged creature... not the small ones that they do use in playing put inside a matchbox... but those big ones... resides in your house... it can really bring me to tears.. make my knees weak... and call anybody for help... that bad huh??? yep! Guilty... well i cant remember anything way way back if what have caused such phobia... don't know really... its simple... am just afraid of them.... =(

- am afraid to lose any member of my family... more on the fear to grieve.. am selfish for i dont wanna feel d pain... so its ok for me to be d first rather than any of them

*** cant think of any for now... my mind is no longer functioning... till next post maybe =D