once again

It's another lazy day for Petra. She did nothing the whole day but eat (food tripping becomes a habit... extra pounds!!! extra pounds!!! guilty...), lie in the sofa and watch tv. Only that it never is a boring day for her, since it's the only time to relax and free her mind from the busy and stressful work life.

She's so engrossed in watching the latest gossips in the showbiz world when suddenly... tooot toooot... tooot toooot... 1 message appears in her cellphone. Can it wait? she thought. But maybe not. So she took her cellphone and decided to read the said message. Bornok. A message coming from Bornok! Her eyebrows arched... a little bit puzzled. He didn't reply on any of her messages months and months ago... He decided not to get in touch and now... now what??? It made her wonder, it made her think... ? Well, maybe it's just a forwarded, nonsense message. Or maybe it's merely a wrong sent. She started to read what the text is all about. "Ei Petra, how r u?Wer r u n wat r u doin?u." Hmmmmmmmm... so it really is for me, she concluded. Sounds strange yet funny. As an answer, she wrote "am ok.doin great!am home.wat a miracle!a big 1 actually...". Message sent! After exchanging text messages, he asked her to call him in his landline. She hesitated for a while. And finally gained courage to pick up the phone and dialled 1234567. No turning back. Maybe he just needs someone to talk to in his boredom. Anyway, for whatever it is she still called. They talked. She learned that he's no longer with his girlfriend and he's alone right now doin' nothin', so bored and wanted to talk with someone he knows. And it turned out that that someone is her. Arrrrgggghhhhhhhh... am i a fallback girl?, she popped the question in her mind. Ouchhhhhh!.... just remembered by him when he has no one to talk to and feeling lonely and bored in life and for all i care! Arrrggggghhhhh.... ouccchhhhh....!!! But all the same, she silently accepted...So they continued to talk.. she listened and reconnected again. Filling all the gaps, she finally realized that he is not able to remember the things she have told him before about her, her escapades and all. But still she continued to listen and speak.

In the middle of their conversation, something came up... His cellphone is ringing. So he told her to wait for a minute. Petra is ok with that. No problem, she replied. So she waited. She waited not for long 'coz he's back on the phone with her. Yes, he's back on the phone just to tell her that they need to end up their talkies for he needs to take the call in the other line. She wanted to know if who that person might be, but she dared not asked, even out of curiosity, she didn't. She just kept it to herself. But in her mind the question still stands.... Who might that be. Is that his ex calling him??? Well maybe not.. maybe it's really important... someone else... perhaps... What's the point of knowing??? 'Coz even if she knows, she can't do anything about it. She will only be hurt.... And so... he thanked her for the time. They said their goodbyes and then she put down the phone after telling him that its ok. It's ok...it really is ok... her eyes are filled with tears... deep deep down she felt sad... she felt sorry... feeling dumped... once again....